dreams far from reality

2007-01-30T23:41:00.000-08:00

so many ppl ask me update...k lo...update bout wad???

oh ya. today vbal b gals having match wit pasir ris sec. JIA YOU wor!!! ya. for your whole east zone!

kk.isn't that wad that maths teacher always say? kk. lol. today our dear miss chong was 'bullied' by jia jia n eeee... ya cos she was damn scared of tickle?? she everywhere also scared lo. hehe. n ya lessons are boring!!!! esp physics!!! lol. ytd i had maths retest n i pass leh!!! lol.

n ya to the XXX who ask bout y XXXXX. no la. not i nv dao OOO just that i don wan talk to OOO. cos of some reson la.but this dosen't mean that i'm angry wit OOO. i nv hated or blame OOO la. ya. like you said la. things like pass le. then like go 'hold' on to it for wad lo. it not that i'm holding it or wad. jus that its like something. which you can nv ever forget. so wad i can do is to like avoid it lo. n ya. things aren't the way you see on the surface ba. lol. but anyway, i think there no need for you to see it or something lo. lol.

i'm ending my post now. so ya. i UPDATED!!! n this is aty my fren hse. cos my hse com spoil. n GOOD LUCK TO ALL FOR TMR CHEM TEST!!!

2006-12-04T23:34:00.000-08:00

sry for not updating la...haha...but i very lazy update leh. haha.

NOTICE: THIS BLOG WILL DEAD FOR A WHILE FROM 6-10 DEC. COS I WONT BE IN S'PORE. TAKE CARE PPL!!! N SEE YA SOON!! BYE BYE!!!

2006-11-24T02:45:00.000-08:00

k. finally updated.

THANKS TO ALL WHO WISHED ME HAPPY BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY!!! n yup thanks for the presents.probably waiting for you to say juz that two words was impossible...

k.so today i went for training. then met up wit kelly to go tm there walk walk? haha.hmmm.mayub i'll update bout toda when i feel like it.lol.

i seriously don like l.triangles.this is the 3rd one this year i got tangled in...hais. i don wanna hurt anyone.

2006-11-19T01:00:00.000-08:00

i shall update bout ytd ( i'll try uploading the pics IF i hav time n i feel like it )

my sis frens came. n there was one super cute de la..
i write the highlights...

katie couldn't cum cos she was grounded...
kinda boring for the first few hours
oh ya. jh keep suaning angel that she's stupid
then they played golf. it was suprise that bren knew how to play
something went kinda wrong when win ee some how 'whacked' my cousin's head....
my the other cousin came up to get even wit him???
i donno...neither i care...as long as they don fight....
den me,win ee n angel talked...
bout the guys n gals of our class...
how carefree some of they were....n how depressed some of the others were, how much they kept to themselves??
hmm...i think i beta go get prepare for later...bye

2006-11-15T19:13:00.000-08:00

tue: a super boring day till i went to angel hse. thanks to angel n your mother for everything!!
wed: training was super slack. we then went to parkway for lunch n then went home....

everyday of life seems so dull...colourless...see how time flies...n yet...we don really seem to treasure it? lol...well, i'm still thinking what i really want in life...

oh ya...you still owe me something ya...but...i cant seem to find you ar...probably i should juz let it go huh? cos anway i also hav nth much to lose...n yup...probably you're the only person in this world at least i have that little trust in...how pathetic...anyway r you reading this? i don think so...lol...i don expect you to know them anywany...haha...

jiu zhe yang xia le yi chang yu, ba wo nong de shi lin lin, liu wo xin huang huang...

2006-11-09T20:43:00.000-08:00

no one decode the code yet? k. since angeline ask me for a clue i will put one den...

clue 1 : ABCDEF is the order of words

2006-11-07T18:01:00.000-08:00

angeline...like this song? haha...hey i also posted the lyrics for you...lol. but i donno if they are right or not la..

I Cry
You said goodbye
I fell apart
I fell from all we had
To I never knew
I needed you so bad

You need to let things go
I know, you told me so
I've been through hell
To break the spell

Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know
I'll never breathe your love again

I cry Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If you could see me now
You would know just how
How hard I try
Not to wonder why

I wish I could believe in something new
Oh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl)
I'll never be over you

Why did I ever let you slip away
Can't stand another day without you
Without the feeling
I once knew

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know
I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

If I could have you back tomorrow
If I could lose the pain and sorrow
I would do just anything
To make you see
You still love me

I cry silently
I cry inside of me
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again
I cry
Cause you're not here with me
I cry
Cause I'm lonely as can be
I cry hopelessly
Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again

hmmm...seems like many knew how to break the code huh? ok...try this den...good luck!!

4 5 20 1 3 9 4 5 4 D 25 2 1 2 F 7 14 15 19 B 15 20 E 19 9 C 19 9 8 20 A

2006-11-05T23:48:00.001-08:00

it seems like everyone has updated about the chalet so i guess i'll NOT talk about it. lol. its about the same things la. playing and stuff.

so, instead of talking bout the details, i shall write the highlights.

day 1
the door was left unlock cos obviously some one forgotton to lock them. WHO was it??
hmm. playing volleybal then pool? well chelsea made a dent in the wall with the stick...
well then dinner? $1.50? super buget....lol
played at the fountain! well i was the first to get wet. cos i slipped...and ya...i spoit my slipper...i fell into the water with my hp and wallet. of cos, it was wet....
started pulling ppl...then, in the end, everyone was wet. except for THREE ppl..which i forgotton who they are...
then went back to chalet...on the way back singing those lame song...
back the chalet, ppl queuing up to bathe b4 leaving for musical fountain...

meanwhile the girls were bathing....
some guys were wanting to swim la...then...so...they went to swim....then, i tot it was fun to push ppl down, so i pushed some of the guys la. lol. but actually i don really knew how to swim...lol...then, while having fun at the pool. pushing ppl down, suddenly, donno who from behind push me down...wah...i tot i wil drown leh. cos i donno how to swim den will need ppl pull me up..then very paiseh..but then, donno wad happen...I KNOW HOW TREAD WATER!! yay!!! lol...

hmmm.knowing how to tread water wasn't that lucky la..i was being dragged to the middle...and din know how to swim back...ahhhh....and ya...the water is TWO metre deep! ok. i shall continue...in the end, i ended up breathless...cant even talk.... at the pool, i made two blue black. with one ear jammed with water

ok...back at the chalet..the girls came down...jh tried to dragged joce into the pool...lol...the girls and some guys left for musical fountain. i couldn't go cos i was so soaking wet...then, i went up to the chalet. to discover that there was only one toliet to use...cos the other room was locked?? haiya. i wont talk bout bathing time. cos there was nth special bout it. lol...

then, someone called to say that angel lost her phone...
chelsea was being scolded by her father till she was crying...poor thing...
then grace parents came and bought super? then fetching me home...

night 1
i donno wad happened cos i didn't stay over.

day 2
lin wei and shing long swam across the sea to some other island...the sad thing was that they came back...lol..
then we went to the swimming pool again...
everyone jumped in. and tania lost her specs. do i need to say who found it? not lin wei la. it shing long rite? i'm not very sure..nvm..but thanks to that person who found it for tania...lol
this time, i was THROWN into the pool. TWICE i think...
i cant really breathe in the pool, so i came up, to find myself being thrown in again...
then after bathing, played the arcade..hit the machine till my thumb blue black..lol
kelly's frens came to look for derrick...
and ya..angline lost $50 and jia hao lost $10...
at nite, we went to vivo..watched movie...lol...the aircon was cold la. shan't go into the details. cos most ppl wrote bout it...

i didn't go for the 2nd night and 3rd day...lol

well, the chalet was fun rite?? lol...the preciuos memories...sigh...will be memories forever. we cant go back to the past, although i know i'll do anything to go back to the past...i din do well for my mid year...it was a wrong choice at that point of time...i didn't study hard enough..i failed very badly..sighs...i'll do anything...to start everything all over again....just one chance, i promise, i promise i will treasure it...

I LOVE 2LY!!!

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reve & reve4 byam oyeh gnaras.

2006-11-05T23:48:00.000-08:00

2006-10-23T03:50:00.000-07:00

You Are 88% Pure

You're so innocent, it's almost like you're not human.Taking this test is probably the naughtiest thing you've done in a while!

How Pure Are You?

2006-10-23T03:37:00.000-07:00

i was bored so i did this

You Are 38% Grown Up, 62% Kid

Emotionally, you are mostly a kid - but you're starting to grow up a little.Remember - only you have the power to make your life better. So go do it!

How Emotionally Mature Are You?

2006-10-18T06:59:00.000-07:00

i changed the song
its called stay
i guess your know it la
it fits my blogskin right!

ENJOY!

2006-10-16T04:37:00.000-07:00

this is a super dumb quiz i hav taken. haha.

1.single, taken or crushing? single la. anyway wads crushing?
2.are you happy with your life now? no. but do i hav a choice?
3.when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with him fast? no. i look for the left person...
4.have you ever had your heart broken? no heart to be broken...
5.do you believe there are some circumstances where cheating love is acceptable? maybe. provided that person dosen't noe that your lying...
6.would you take someone back if he cheats on you? OF COS. ( unless i still love him? )
7.have you ever talk about marriage with another before? NO!!
8.do you want children? donno...
9.how many? -NIL-
10.would you consider adoption? NO. its a life leh..unless its bcos of illness la
11.if someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know his feelings? does someone like me?
12.do you enjoy getting into relationship? wad kind of relationship..BGR ar..i'm too young to think about it..=P
13.be honest, what is the furthest you and your ex did? i nv stead b4..=P i'm lying...
14.do you believe in love first sight? donno
15. Are you romantic? not sure. but i'm SUPER old fashion. lol. no one noes bout this..
16. Do you believe you can change someone? no. cos i had nv succeed b4..sad case...
17. if you could be married somewhere, where would it be? donno. haven tot of that b4...
18.do you easily give in when you are fighting? depends on who i'm fighting with..and muz c wad kind of fight...
19.do you have feelings for someone right now? wad kind of feelings...no la. i emotionless. cos i hv no heart la. gave it to someone else already..haha
20.have you ever wished that you could have had someone but you messed it up? ya. of cos. but i know its no use regretting..but i still regret la..haha
21.have you ever broken a heart? ya. but luckily they didn't kill themself..
22.if one day your best friend fall in love with the girl/boy you deeply in love with, what would you do? wad can i do. break them up is it. i'm not that evil la. lol.
23.are you missing someone now? ya. myself. hehe. of cos la

2006-10-12T02:18:00.000-07:00

I think that the sky won't fall
Will it?
And.
Neither the pigs will fly
Nor the sun wil appear at night.
And.
Duh.
I'm lame for writing this. but. there's a hidden meaning here
Eh. go and think ba. lol

its obvious....

2006-10-05T22:57:00.000-07:00

haha. since your want know my blog, i created another one. haha. ehh. i'll put up a tagboard someday. haha. but, this is NOT my main blog. i will be posting some crap things, ok la. some will be meaningful? haha. oh ya. kelly say my song isn't nice. what your think leh? is my taste that bad? haha.